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Hi, i am 18 and i am new here, so i want to share my short story about ana with you .
I have started with ana when I was 16 and i lost more than 40 lb. But my parents made me eat and now, here i am, almost two years later. And all my lb are back and I want to kill myself. Not bcs of my weight, but i was so happy, i loved my life, I did something and now...all my effort, all nights which i cried and could not sleep...for nothing..but i do not give up..so i need your support.


I am a 30 years old and am in need of someone to talk to and who can relate to me. I have had ED (anorexia) for 16 years. I feel like I need a community to talk to and throw ideas out with. I may sound like a loser, but hey. I am looking to losing about 30 lb, I am the heaviest I have ever been. I have been having panic attacks and anxiety for about 3 years (when I was in recovery) but I need the control. No one understands nor wants to understand. I am back on this road and I don't want to do it alone.
Thank you

Seeking Buddy for the End of the World

Hi, I'm Josie. I prefer lolli if you don't mind. :) I'm 18, I'm 5 feet and 1 inch. I need some support. I've gained a lot and it's driving me insane. I'm sorry if I sound dramatic, but if you have any tips it would be great!I'm really tired of looking like this.
...I've struggled with an eating disorder for almost 6 years.

New here

Just wanted to introduce myself, I'm 33 i had a baby 4 months ago i have no idea how much i weigh but I'm pretty tiny, at least everyone else thinks I'm pretty tiny i hide how small i am under baggy clothes i only eat about 3 times a week if that. I have quote unquote struggled with food since i was 19, I'm looking for buddies who understand how important it is to be skinny.

"help me lose weight"

so when I get emails and messages of people saying i'm x weight and I want to be x weight and I want a buddy etc. i'm sitting here thinking.... why do you need someone else to hold you accountable? get some self control. "ana buddies" started out as not wanting to be alone/competition buddies. yeah cheerleading was there, but mostly you worked on your self and used your buddy's results to motivate you to run that extra mile. and also be there for each other during tough times. there is so much of a difference with how ana stuff used to be like in 2002-4 and how it is after it got blew out and became a fad and banned and all kinds of stuff. I really think the majority of the public got it wrong. sigh. whatevs. don't message me wanting to lose weight. i'm not a weight loss fairy. just stop eating. people say it doesn't work, trust me, it works. or if you don't want to stop eating, then exercise. more than you want to. until you pass out. three hours a day at least. and no more than 1000 calories a day. make that 900. and vary calorie days down to 200 or 300 and back up. make up some awesome reason why you are only allowed to have 500 calories on a Wednesday. etc etc.
i mean really, why don't people do this all the time?????
oh wait..... they can't....
they don't have the will power.
okay, quit messaging me.

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Im new to this community so i thought i would introduce myself. Im 23 years old and ive had an ED since i was 14. I recovered when i got pregnant with my son. Hes 3 years old now and I haven't been able to lose all the weight i gained. Ive had a lot of the thoughts and feelings i did before i got "well".ive started restricting,purging and exercising again. i cant stand to look at myself in the mirror...i disgust myself. I was just hoping to find others that understand me. I don't really know anyone that I can talk about this. It makes me feel so alone...