Pure Evil Youkai (pureevilyoukai) wrote in pro_adult_ana,
Pure Evil Youkai

Hey, I'm New

Hey everyone. 25F from NJ here. I was "recovered" from bulimia, laxative use, and EDNOS habits about 6 years ago when I met my boyfriend. I loved him and he told me he could never be with someone with an eating disorder (at the time I had lied and said I had /had/ an ED but not anymore) so I "recovered" for him.

But I just don't see the point anymore. I hate everything about my weight now and I also think I have a hormone issue or something from recovering and gaining the weight too fast. Losing weight is not as easy as it used to be. I'm just looking for people who connect on my level and can be my buddy. I'm alone in these thoughts and darkness and it would be really nice to have at least one soul who understands.
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